You just won't understand

~perhaps just can't
or won't
or never will understand...
the delicate threads that stretch.
~+~
how a 5inch bomb rips 5 yards to shreds
or a needle may string a sheet.
how a speck of dust on the camera lens
expands to ruin the framed masterpiece.
~+~
You can't comprehend
feelings you don't feel
thoughts you don't think
or a heart you do not have to repair.
~+~
Perhaps communication is the key
but can you hear what I convey?
now S.O.S. goes without response
even after mayday has wailed through
every shredding piece of my sinking heart.
Scarce hope's desperate search for a phone line
that isn't always busy
nor forever ignored...
~+~
reaching in vain
You just won't understand
what you never will hear...
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(The darkest secrets of a boy trapped by his heart
tearing himself up inside)