Well, as the title suggests, I'm darnn stressed right now. And its not likely to die down anytime soon. Its just so harsh. Everything seems so rushed and yet people seem to be able to do it. I don't know how, I'm just left back here trying to catch up with the pace of everything. I have a mound of due dates strapped to my back. All from different sources. Some I have to ignore for the sake of others. And I dare not reply those I'm unsure if I can follow through on. Cos most of the time, people always take it I have a choice=_= and its just negligence that I don't go; then I have to spend a long time after explaining every possible scenario as they try to poke holes in my work schedule. Barely have time for myself to even enjoy or slack. Sometimes I just wished so badly(like now) that I could just disappear or be sent to some place else where I can avoid pain and worries and the system all together. Some paradise where I can avoid the world and just slack for once.
hmpf, like thats gonna happen.
You know that part of you that cheers you up inside when you're stressed out? The part that says, hey after this you can finally enjoy or after this is over things will be better. That part of me has nothing to say right now. Anything I could look forward to has been torn out of my life and trampled upon by my work schedule.
Well, thats all for now, I still have alot mroe project work to do and finish up. Cheers people, enjoy the time you've got cos I don't have time to cooldown.
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