Tuesday, December 14, 2010

15 December 2010

Time:3:33pm
Feeling: kinda restless
Place: at school library;meeting room agate
Feeling: kinda sad
Thinking about: lots of things
Feeling: lost...


Dear people, I know I haven't updated this blog in a really long time. As usual I suppose I neglected it again. Kept getting hammered by Kang Ling in my cbox too for not replying. My music thingy on the left<<<< is also getting abit old.


So.... my birthday was just 2 days ago. Guess alot of people already know that. Alot of people tagged on my facebook; alot more than I expected. It was a nice feeling of course, feeling like people remembered me. Just that I wasn't quite expecting it.

Had a statistics test and an impromptu speech assignment on that day. Was a lousy start to the day. After the stats test, Sherlynn,Luk Meng, Glenn and Mandy were planning to borrow the mic from the lecturer and announce my birthday to the entire lecture hall; to 4 classes worth of PCS students, to 80+ students (roughly 3/4 of which I barely know). The mic went dysfunctional though(hahaha), but then they synchronized to break out into a happy birthday song, which pretty much everyone followed. Was nice that they did that, but felt awkward to be the centre of attention. [i was wondering to myself, how do people in these situations normally act]. I couldn't decide what to do, so i just smiled until they were done. Later on, me and jian he were walking towards the bus stop when we encountered kimberly's clique. Then they too broke out into a happy birthday song again. >< *smile smile smile*....felt awkward.
Don't get me wrong, I really appreciate what they did, it just really really felt awkward. Nevertheless thnx people=)

(I feel bad bout not replying darryl and sherlynn's happy birthday msg.sry u 2, im just not a very sms oriented person)


Assignments Assignments Assignments
Next due individual essay, this Friday. Haven't really started
Next due group project contribution, asap latest next Wed

lots more i cant rmbr im quite reluctant to rmbr cos it depresses me ='(


150 surveys to distribute


Free time
Guitar, maple, sleep, worry


Pact by soul once pure
now toiled and tarnished.
a promise once made and so willing to keep-
yet now so reluctant to follow.
You never know you would ever do it
until you have done it.
The path of life is so unpredictable
~+~
Yet once you're in
You can't go back.
A one-way door-way
to a path you know spells doom
but feels so sweet to walk upon.
~+~
*Smell the daisies*
*Kiss the roses*
enjoy it while it lasts to be enjoyed.
~+~
For you know you will be trapped in dread once it coils around your finger.

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