scared

Well.....Right now I'm clearing out my room,throwing away alot of things I remembered touching or holding during my childhood years.....(especially if its something I got or received when I was young)-I know,I'm sick,twisted,morally wrong....I'm the scum of the Earth and people like me make the world a horrible place to live in.SO?

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I'm not sure if a certain girl has "feelings" for me........I'm scared.....cos I don't have feelings for anyone now,and I don't want to hurt anyone either. I don't know if anyone has feelings for me, but I'm not sure I want to know either. I'm just not ready. And I'm just not sure if I have the emotional capability to handle any heart with care at the moment. A friend of mine I consulted on the matter thinks she might,but with insufficient information, she wasn't in my shoes itself and so there are details I may not have acknowledge as significant.

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anyway,the night was fun-me and luk meng decided to walk to dover from scl even though it was getting dark and slightly drizzling. We blasted songs from our phones and sang along,sort of a mini karaok(sp) session of our ownXDD. Enjoyed that=)