Tiring....

Well today I lessons and lectures resumed. Quite normal-like the first day of school except that we already know each other,and it was not as fun. The main exception is that today is the first INTCOM lecture we had without Lim Shi Ann(spel). Instead, a Mr Glen Ng would be taking over. To be honest,I kinda prefer Mr Lim's lectures. He always talked in a gentle and empathetic voice,more of a friend than a lecturer kind of voice. I guess it would take some time to adjust to Mr Ng's lectures, but I should be able to catch up.

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THIS MORNING before school, me and Darryl went back to Christ Church to visit morning worship once again. Well,I can't say the quantity of members was encouraging, but at least there ARE members and their quality of worship aren't isn't too bad. When my batch graduated, one of our major concerns was whether the next "generation" of morning worship leaders and members will be able to rise to the duty(whether there would even be members left). Its good to know that at least the group has survived the loss of my platoon(who formed the majority of the members back in 2009)XDD.

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Today during break, I went to recce building around the campus for a nice place I could hang out by myself. Some place I could get time for just myself whenever I needed it at school and could also play guitar there without anyone seeing or hearing me.Eventually I found a beautiful spot at one of the buildings. Though, after class, I invited luk meng to follow me whilst I hang out there with my guitar, and he invited sherlynn who invited jing shan, glenn, mandy, ya xun and jia qian.

Well, its not that I don;t like any of them....its just......my cosy private emo-spot suddenly so publicised =_=....and I couldn't sing there either cos I have stage fright and was too nervous to do so,and therefore couldn't really practise prooperly. Anyway,I managed to revisit the area again after a NYAA briefing I had after that and it was bliss:)....The sun was merely setting,it was a slightly warm but serene scene,the winds kept me cool,there was no one around,I could see the sky and the graceful dance of the clouds in the wind as the backdrop of the sun's gaze slowly faded behind the clouds and into the horizon...it was really wonderful. Was just thinking to myself it would have been nice to have someone to have shared that scene with(i didnt want to take a photo,it just couldnt capture the moment).sighs....

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Which brings me to my next topic-LOVE

which was what we got lectured on in psychology lecture today. The different kinds,the components...it was interesting.kinda...(fakes a smile here).

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Someone else I thought for real you were,

a someone

who was at least abit more like me.

seeming so alike,

by just your words

but til the rest of you I didn't see.

crude and arrogant,

i am-a step,

another tool in your tool box.

funny thing was,

I never expected any better.

thus no loss

no pain.

none of you know what this would mean anywayXD...it sounds like one thing but means another unrelated thing.