I went to Chr in the morning for a primers talk and bible study(I finally decided I'm going to quit Saturday morning badminton CCA for this[its much more important to me anyway]).
The talk was pretty fun,it was done by the chairman of Boys' Brigade primers Singapore. Since there was only him and about 7 of us, the talk was fun,interactive and informal:).
In bible study we talked about the arrival of Jesus on a donkey and the high priests' lust for power. It was interesting too:).
Anyway, I had some time to talk to UO about my life at the moment, he gave me some pretty good advice as to who I am, how to use my spiritual gifts etc. He also warned me that due to my "tender sweet nature" its not unexpected for me to go through poly life being "chased after" by a few girls here and there [great=_= I'm gonna be a heart breaker without even wanting to beT^T]. But I guess I just have to watch how I treat girls, taking none too exclusively[I don't want to make the same mistakes again]........ It feels so unnatural talking to girls and watching my words so they don't feel complimented, after all, those I talk to often are truely admirable, they have their own identities and skins they feel happy with, something not many modern teens would have.
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After everything I went lunching with Jia Ming and Nicholas at Vista point. I had a really strong desire to watch Eclipse since I had time,but they were both busy,so I still haven't watched it. After lunch,Jia Ming went home first since his house was the nearest to vista point. We just so happened to walk past a fitness area, and I wanted body-building tips from Nicholas. So he taught me some stuff,adviced me to keep with my chin-ups and push-ups, and he taught me a new training method for chin-ups.....8 SETS!!!!!!...materials required-chin-up bars, sporter...me arms are still kinda aching now-feels bad but good;when was the last time i could actually feel the overnight strain of chin-ups:)....
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Eventually,I decided to go home and I learned Jason Mraz's "I'm yours" on guitar. And I still haven't watched eclipse.=_=posted on my MSN PM but no one answered. sighs........maybe I'll just have to go watch alone. It will be a new experience.....going to the movies and its just me and the screen.......(somehow that doesn't sound too reassuring T^T) Hmm,most of the guys I can ask won't be up for it, and if I ask a girl out to watch it, they might get the wrong idea. Can someone just ask me instead?:(
Today
I basically stayed home the whole day. Learned "tongue tied" by faber drive*as recommended by Ya Xun*. The chords are pretty simple,but theres something about the sound I can't fit into the lyrics..... I worked on "I'm yours" a little bit more. I forgot to get a hair-cut again.....hmmm.....sudden thought-
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[Me]:"Hi my name is Andre."
[addict-recovery committee]:"Hi Andre!"
[Me]:"I am currently experiencing the withdrawal symptoms of a Crush."
[addict-recovery committee]:"Awwwww"[Me]:"Its been about a few weeks since I've maintained a conversation with her for at least half and hour and I've paid little attention to my feelings since."
[addict-recovery committee]:*clapping*
[Me]:"It has been a bumpy process though. Its like when I see her I feel my heart jumping out of my chest, but when she walks away I feel it receeding back to a stone. Sometimes I'm just not sure how I'm suppose to feel towards her."*tear from the left eye to chin*
[addict-recovery committee]:" Its OK Andre, we are here for you"
[Me]:*fakes a smile*
[addict-recovery committee]:*more clapping*"whoots!!!
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Just something that just flashed through my mind.....XDXD
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