Without a title, without a name

Right now, I feel rather indifferent. kinda depressed, but I guess I should say to you I'm still fine anyways. Going through a major identity crisis. Came to my course starting as the brightest, most confident guy in the class, spontaneous all the time and always critical. People always commended me on that and I felt happy. Now, the more time that passes, the more I'm unsure of who I am. I feel like I've gone all the way down, everything I ever say seems to be wrong or off par from everyone else. The only time I feel comfortable with who I am is when theres no one else around for me to play masquerade for.