Its nice now that i can talk to them,and don't have to look away every time i think i see them looking at my eyes....I'm still a little bit jumpy when it comes to eye contact with Grace though,but i seem to be able to maintain it if i find it orientated without a sudden realisation...But the thing is i can still maintain it sometimes,so i guess i should be in a state of mere infatuation,just need some more drilling to get that through my thick skull and into my the core of heart...just infatuation.....
I can't help,though, to still feel somewhat isolated from the triangle,i have my reasons of course,but maybe I'm just being a little bit over-sensitive,not too big a deal i think,but still kinda inflicts some isolation...either ways,I'm not really ready to talk about it,and i almost let it loose when i actually posted a post on it yesterday...I came back to my senses today and managed to delete the post before anyone read it(i guess)...there wasn't any comments or anything so,,,phew...either ways,i may talk about it eventually if i feel i should(WHEN i feel i should)...
Anyways,for now,i guess that would be all i have to say right now that I'm willing to....
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