Saturn....interesting...

Yesterday,Wileen and Grace left from art a little bit earlier,to prepare for the Saturn viewing...When Wileen told me,GOSH!!!I wanted to go so much...but that made me feel guilty as well,you see,the reason was that i didn't have any original intention of going,and now i wanted to go only when i heard that they were going....So she invited me to come along,but that was why i turned the offer down,it felt somewhat incorrect to go to see the exhibition just because Grace was going(The fact that Wileen was going was a huge plus too,but regrettably,i felt like i wanted to go to spend time with Grace...)

Sigh,i felt really emo after they left....kept playing over the song 'Your Call' and listening to these few lyrics' I was born......to tell you i love you.And i am torn.......to do what i have to...',&,'I'm tired;of being all alone...and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home...'Was kinda frustrated,but i tried to keep my conscience clear at least.

So either ways,i emoed all the way home,and in the bathroom i emoed under the continuous storm of water from the shower-head(okay fine-i was being a little bit dramatic,but i needed my personal space and warmth to help me think...)later when i went out to the hall to sit down and get some dinner(i had done my thinking,and i decided that i should go,because i myself wanted to see Saturn,and i shouldn't tell Wileen or Grace so that i can reassure myself that i was going for the right reasons.So i told my dad i wanted to go and he drove my mom,my sis and myself to scl,and i was secretly hoping that i WOULD see them,but kept in mind that i am here for Saturn and if i were to see them it would be by chance or by fate or whatever that i did not deliberately walk towards....so my sis wanted a balloon...and i finally got to queue up for the telescope line a while later with my folks,and my sis really wanted to see the moon telescope so my dad brought her...
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a little while later,i DID notice Grace and Wileen walking out from the crowd,i left the queue first to meet them(GOSH,i DID feel rather overwhelmed by excitement)...so we started talking,and my mum already saw them(later my dad and sis too)so i just decided to introduce them to my parents,and the first thing my sis said was,'haha,andre has a girl-friend...XO...so anyways,that went quite well i think,(my sis is always accusing me of having a gf,and then she whispered into Wileen's ear saying 'now i know that andre really Does have a girlfriend!!!"...XO...i only knew what she said later when she told me...XO...WHAT??????

So apart from all that,Wileen dropped her specs somewhere along,oh dear,and we weren't able to find it yet,but the staff agreed to let her know if they find anything...but its kinda of a worry since the specs could have dropped where lots of ppl would walk through....sigh....