Well, its been a long time since i last blogged. In fact, I totally forgot my old password and had to have it reset via email. Anyway, its the last night before school reopens for semester 2.2.
I've been rather stressed out lately, amongst other things I consider more personal and things i'm afraid I cant no longer do, my grand dad's staying over at my house for 2 months; til the 29th this month. Till then he sleeps in my room, and I'm actively using my sister's room where all her clothes books and stationary are [no privacy yay]. So I guess for now I'm just waiting for time to fly and things to get back to normal. BUT WAIT!!! Its the dawn of the schooling term yet again. How sure am I that I really want time to fly? Assignments, stress, exam stress,essay research, academic pressure, social pressure, band practices, songs to write and perform, stage pressure and blah blaah blah. As I look ahead, I don't see much good I'm looking forward too. That seems to be just the thing about growing up, you get less and less time to rest. My future never ceases to cast upon my hopes disappointment and fears of failures. It feels like a ticking time bomb inside my waiting to explode...
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