Well, today is the day of the A.P.A referencing test....:(.....I felt ill-prepared for it,and actually stressed myself over it. I got a massive headache just before the test, and alot of my classmates seemed alarmed by my flushed face; apparently I turned red to a point of disbelief, many of my classmates were asking me if I was alright.....well...sighs......but anyway,its just nice to know that they care.....
Mandy and Sherlynn were very sweet today. After the test, we had a one-hour break before our next lecture. I just rushed off after the test cos I felt really down and just wanted to be alone....luk meng called me twice, and I rejected both calls cos I didnt want to talk. Then Jianhe, then sherlynn, jia qian too I think.....I was a little surprised but I still really wanted to be alone so I just rejected all calls....
Later in the lecture, I hadn't quite cooled yet but its still a lecture, don't want to miss out. But what surprised me was that just after the lecture, Sherlynn and Mandy gave me a cupcake and a "cheer up" note....I was really surprised no doubt. To be honest, I found it a really sweet gesture. like....WOW kind of feeling....felt better, but also felt sorry I pushed them away time and time again.....(If you two are reading this, I really like you two and it really means alot to me that you bothered to write a note to cheer me up=)....as for the being alone part, I just enjoy that sometimes. But thnx for caring=)
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