RELIEVED....

Well, in one of my previous posts I mentioned the burden of the suspicions that a girl in my class likes me. Now that suspicion has been dismissed. I found out from a trustworthy and reliable source that the girl I suspected for having feelings for me does not have feelings for me. Its sort of a liberation...a slight disappointment in which I feel a little less significant, but a much less burdened feeling as I know that I won't be able to break her heart.
UO:" The most precious thing a girl can ever give to a guy is her heart. It is fragile and vulnerable and a great responsibility..."
Well, I don't think I'm ready to take on that responsibility yet. I'm really not sure, but better safe than sorry in this case=).

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hmm, the past few days have been strange, I feel like I need some help in certain aspects but I'm working on getting it. (personal matters). Also, its been a really stressing week.(in the lagging and rusting sort of way) in school. But on the bright side, I learning to feel better acustomed in SCC. I haven't started actually composing songs on my own yet but have been getting into the feel of it by helping Amir edit the lines he wrote and add on to them. Also, I'm having fun with guitar pro. Its like full of all the best music i can edit here and there and play around it based on feel. On top of that, learning how to pluck guitar strings abit better, getting tips from some of the SCC seniors.

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Recently been pretty down here and there, but talking to UO, Jing Shan and Kang Ling makes me feel better.Thnx guys=)

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(sighs.....I wanna be somewhere at 8am but I gotta be somewhere else at that timeT^T)

Sometimes it would just be nice having nothing to do.............