Well.....today was the first day at magic club,though it was more of the orientation programme. They didnt teach us much, just one card trick but they showed us alot more.(looks to the bottom right-hand corner of the computer screen....oh look at that.......my crush just logged on.....sighs......)[oh well,nevermind that]
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Luk meng and Li ming were suppose to be here today, but they both have church camp. So now I don't really have anyone to hang out with,just in the scl library. So I guess I have time to blog....
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I'm getting closer to some of my classmates now I guess. Am starting to talk more, I guess thats good,but I still kinda feel left out every now and then when I look at my msn screen....oh well, thats why i have computer games and my guitar...
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Went to t-junction yesterday and had a bomb of a time with my ex 2e2 buds, especially the ping pong table, which is like a must-play for me everytime I go there....oh,and the x-box was fun too i guessXDD,played halo. also practiced a bit of guitar with Darryl, so familiarised myself abit better with "heart of worship"....oh,and i practiced on a classical:).....well,the sound isnt as good but the strings are easier to press,so i guess it was both pleasant and unpleasant compared to my acoustic(which has much harder strings but sounds so much better):) ...
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now on to how i'm feeling at the moment....well-I'm not as down as the past few days thats good news:). but i keep getting this "i-wish-there-was-that-someone-special-for-me" kind of feeling...but i guess in time,eventually....sighs....does it make me a hypocrite if I know I'm not ready for a girl-friend but I wished I had one?or is it just hardwired into me-like how Eve was Adam's own special female to make him complete....?
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It isnt two halves coming together to be one.
It is two separate yet complete individuals in God coming together to form a better dual.
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