Went to scl today

Theres just something about school I find to be a haven.Especially when there's NO lessons...Maybe I'm weird. I just like the serenity of being in a place whereby all the comfortable facilities are there with few people around.Why not home?scl has air-con, and also its just the cosy feeling of being some place where i usually encounter ppl i know,but with the lowered chance of encountering them there.

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Today Luk Meng and Li Ming found my chillin spot in the library...Luk Meng kept teasing me its an emo-spot, while the I respond....its not, its just a cosy spot...sighs....where I thought no one could find me....(am I THAT transparent???)

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Today I met them for group project meeting.Luk Meng came early then came to look for me,then Chels abit later.

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I'm not sure what else to talk about now....(and those who know me well enough know that usually means I have ALOT to say but just don't feel like saying it....)lol...here goes

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Playing with fire

bound to get burnt.

I don't know if its harmful(this time round)
but i know its dangerous...

to feel the warm glow

upon my face...

(I know I shouldn't)

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I know I should {extinguish it}

but am I strong enough?

[conscience]:"You know it would be much harder to put out if the flame goes out of control"

(I know)

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Afraid

[of what?]

I don't know...

What am I afraid of?

whatever it is, it is here.

Am I just thinking too much?

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The answer-

[conscience]:"I can't tell you if you yourself don't know."

[me]:"I can't make up my mind..."

Do i?

Or don't i?

My heart aches for something I can't see

but i feel it creeping out from inside me...