Some things one can't change,master status branches out from aescribed status....

Well today we had the ITABS test....morning wasn't good....started off the day finding out that a certain somebody (aka lukky) spread my Writ com grade all around the class ,and beyond, which brought me unwanted attention....=_=.....and ppl are reluctant to share with me their grades cos they feel inferior or something.......(awesome way to feel less motivated to socialise...)......

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the test was ok.after that we went to kbox....

I was looking forward to it but after awhile it just made me feel out of place.....especially all the chinese songs....when everyone who was there broke out into singing along with the chinese songs but me,it made me realise....as much as i try to be on par withh them,il never actually be one of them....never been part of any group of thems since primary school anyway...=_=......always been this language barrier,when it came to 2e2,it was chinese,when it came to 4e2,it was slang,when it came to my clique 2009,it was japanese....im just Andre....the mixed blood guy with only one language:(

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Once again I remember,the girl i have infatuations for is of a different world,she lives her life in the chinese world and im living in my own world....another bit of proof that its just infatuation and im incompatible with anyone....

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still lonely,no one from my class ever starts an msn convo with me except for rational reasons.and when i start one,i just dont know what to say,or how to say it,so i just back out or i just really dont feel like talking anyway.....the thing about computer games,at least you know what you should do.when it comes to people,well,no one really cares so....yeah........

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I'm probably gonna skip ythe next outing if theres one,don't feel like it,whatever or wherever it is.....just can't clique with my class,just the nameless guy,but oh wells,i fine with it by now i guess.

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i know i sound pretty gossipy right now,but its just how i feel, just hope none of them read this...well i nhave told one or two of them my url before but they never seemed to come back,so yeah....