Long time havent been here.lots happened part 1-the good news

Been living the past few weeks.like seriously living.I cant even remember EVERYTHING I did but its all been interesting,been for camps,lots of movies(until I LITERALLY RAN OUT OF GOOD MOIVIES TO WATCH)been playing new computer games and finding my old ones-esp Warcraft.(which i played multiplayer at Darryl's house)been running out of time.so MUCH TO DO,SO LITTLE time.

Heck,who cares about the rest of the world,my small circle is all i need.and it rocked louder than when I'm with people I want to believe were fun.

(occasionally theres this small little vacuum in that core of mine i call a heart,but whats the point of filling it if its only for the sake of filling it.)

To fill just to relieve an absence

Will result in the lack of something there to feel.

When the component of feeling feels nothing;

neither full nor empty

how does it know it exists?

it doesnt!