Hi...from the lowest ebb made neutral

...Now in my new class,there's some activity our sociology teacher is getting us to participate in.Briefly,its just the angel-mortal programme.where by everyone has a mortal but by right no one should know their angel;who is suppose to take care of them from afar and anonymously.Its interesting of course,but its not easy to maintain.

Menwhile,there's this girl from my new jumpstart course....T_T there's just ALOT of things about her that reminds me of arhcael....:(
This girl acts like her,looks quite alot like her,talks like her,and even expresses herself in the same nonchalantly cautious ways that arhcael would have....
Oh well,what on earth am i thinking anyway....like arhcael should even matter now....

after all,quite frankly speaking,gender doesnt really matter except in reproduction...
I shouldn't even care about that should I?...

"a foolish man follows his heart." "a wise man guides his!"

at the end of the day

when all four corners are lighted

and all four walls are thickened.

should it be considered cruel

to the prisoner inside?

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!guilty

of murder,pain and misery

killing the will to exist onward

and filling the vaccum with hatred.

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Who is this prisoner

many may ask.

"forgive yourself".

"let me go!"the internal heart protests.

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the prisoner;the warden's heart.

guilty of treason

and sabotage to thee.

letting loose its deceptive wrath,of crushes and infatuations

upon the world.

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when the heart cannot be trusted to lead,

isnt it not possible to let it loose

without the sting of consequence,

knawing at your core...

~+~