Complicated

Nowadays,my bible study teacher(Uncle Oliver)often catches me on msn and asks how i am.I just say "complicated".Not that I mean to give the cold treatment,but its really complicated.Well,to be honest,I can break it up myself,but I really just didn't want to reveal much.

The sun shines brightly.

Trapped in my arcade,

my games are all here.

I need no one but npcs,

they fill my day

my social life

and my gut.

(and yet)

At night,

full of junk,

I feel so full

hungry

without appetite

and starving.

Wilting to the soul

(and yet)

Whats there out there?

Fresh blue skies,

Green grass

and moist warm air.

But nothing to do where freedom

awaits?

Nothing to do,

Nor someone

to do nothing with.

...

awaiting

someone

something

whilst nothing to look forward to.

Nothing out there

among the plains.

Not til someone stumbles upon,

my empty farmland.

But that's an if.

Not that I don't want to go out,I just don't know what to do.I don't feel like going anywhere that involves crowds.Maybe I'll pack for a casual blade or cycle round the neighbourhood someday,though perhaps I'll solo.oh wells,gotta see how.

Got addicted to sudoku recently too,my sis found a sudoku board game underneath a whole pile of other toys and stuff in one of her giant drawer cupboard thingies.Could go up to lvl 41 of 44 but got stuck at 42.

One of my younger uncles is having his passing-out-parade from BMT tmr,will be going to spectate to give some support.thats all for now.