How did all this happen anyway....oh wells...some questions come without answers....
I've gotten Grace back as a friend,and I've gotten Wileen back...though its definitely not how i expected it to be;the clique isn't quite as close as it used to be....and well,between me and everyone here who can actually see this(some of you i've already told)....Racheal has pretty much grown under my skin already...it wasn't much time in the clique,but in a way there were times when i felt left out(being the one unable to recite multiple japanese phrases or recollect from manga scenes i don't know of)and Racheal was the one i could relate most to at those times....I don't know-just miss her i guess;though i never learned to appreciate her as much when she actually was around.That's why i say I'm not as innocent as my phenotype seems to be...i have my fair share of flaws too....sighs....oh wells...its alot of ranting here....
Anyway,i went to vivo earlier today,im not home yet but blogging from my mum's friend's house.I walked around abit but mostly followed my mum/sis/mum's friend/mum's friend's son.The kids wanted to play around with some of the water features.hmm....what else to say;Really miss hanging as a clique;Wileen/Grace/Racheal.....with that clique,it never mattered whether i was weak-strong/intelligent-average/emo-casual/random-systematic/lame-(er well,i was always lame so :)...) I could always be myself,and none of them ever seemed to care or be right in my face about it...Heck,i actually miss Racheal...well,come to think about it Racheal never was a bad person....there are no characters that are deliberately bad,just lost,and Racheal was a deep person in her own way...i miss her....i miss my clique...
well,i guess that's all for now...
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