i havent posted in a while,but yesterday was interesting no doubt.

okay,so yesterday i didn-t really have any plans so all of a sudden my dad just asked me if i wanted to go for a BBQ at pasir ris park that my relatives' close friends(we just consider them as cousins/uncles/aunts) were having.So i brought my blades along and it was really fun.Overall i
-roller bladed
.around the park with the lust for speed(fell down once when i tried to jump off the peak of a speed bump....well i had done it successfully a few times before)
.cruised casually around with my cousin(shaun)

-skateskootered
.casually around the park with shaun,dynesh,hanesh
.got here and there around the playgrounds and stuffs
.FWAHAHA,the highlight,went all the way to the top of a sloping route in the park and went beyond that through some roads so that we cut abit into some landed properties and let the slope do the rolling for us(hanesh went first and we had this coordinate thing to ensure there were no cars.)...it was really awesome,me,hanesh and shaun were on skateskooters and dynesh was on his deck.mustve have hit 120km/hr AT LEAST....no i am not exagerating.)

-skateboarded
.one of my younger uncles who was a skater in the past taught me and shaun how to skate on the board...aint easy,we learned on dynesh's deck...i fell down at least-8 times i think?....but learned how to get the basic there and turning and stuff and did a 7-9 tictac in a row...:)

-played soccer
.hanesh's other cousin was there too,he played with us..he has that really karim type of character.so it was kind of fun still.
.later the ball went to the ocean while hanesh,dynesh and hanesh's other cousin wasnt there(idk his name)...it was shaun's ball,it was still reachable,but the thing was,i was wearing shoes,shaun was wearing slippers,but he did not want to get wet O.O...

-played catch with a toy rugby ball
.with hema,shaun and the little kids at first.
.later with hema shaun and hanesh
.later with shaun hanesh and dynesh.

-ate BBQ....
.most of the time i dont really like the food but i usually savour the drinks....F&N orange,coke,and some syrup thingy(well gassy drinks are okay once in a while right darryl?relax,il work out twice as hard on wed if i can...if not some other day...have something planned for tues)....
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Okay,another story....well i dont think the main ppl invlved would really read my blod that often so i dont think they will see this...there is always that chance but its very unlikely.So ayway...i think this whole cold war between wileen and grace is stupid.true,it gave each of them a slightly better understanding of each other.and for once in a long time i actually felt appreciated by them once again.but i just keep in mind to be prepared to have them distant again,from me that is.I know what youre thinking...andre,why are you so addicted to hurting yourself....this time,i am thinking straight i think.....its nice that i get to feel some visible connection between me and each of them again,but i cant bear to see them hurt...lost,new and small towards a world out there that they used to understand so well when they were with each other....so,as much as it may throw me to the side after all this,ive got to get them back together....

Dont get me wrong,i love them,but sometimes one has to strain his relationship with the ones he love for whats right.After this,when wileen and grace are back together again,racheal ill close up with them again somehow or rather.thatl leave me out again....well i am the guy after all,i am already in the process of preparing myself mentally again,she will get back with them and they will carry on with their lives...what i have to do is carry on with mine...*sighs*...i still love grace...romantically i mean,but thats why i must do this,and that is why this hurts.....but at least im doing the right thing right?its not like im walking out of their lives afterall,Il still be there for them.I wont ALWAYS be there for them but i WILL be there when they need me...anyways,what has to be done is to get grace and wileen back together,and them back together with the girl they find their emotional closeness with,then they will continue to finish up their rp-ing stories without me but their friendship with each other will be much stronger after this...