Did some thinking,whats so spacial about Grace....i know this phrase may be a little bit over-rated...but she is different,she's special,she not the usual kind of girls you see out there....*Sighs*...She is
-smart,that swift and bliss mind of hers.
-beautiful,how do i put this,she has that wow look,its not quite the make-up and blush and all tat that other girls usually do,but her look is so,beautiful all together.
-she has that self respect...gosh,need i say more,she doesn't wear short skirts,doesn't wear revealing or suggestive clothes,that is one thing that so many girls seem to get wrong nowadays....i love girls who dont try to get a guy's attention through seductive means...a girl with self respect is just so awesome to me....
-she has that sense of esteem yet isnt proud....she's humble,she is great in many ways,im sure she knows that,but she doesnt flaunt it like most ppl would,even i get carried away on a blue moon's night...but Grace has that good-hearted spirit.
-she is faithful even in friendship....throughout this entire drama series,even when Wileen herself gets into a bad mood at times,at least Grace still talks to me,and even on her more moody days,she won't blow me off just like that,she at least tries to keep her head straight....
-she is intelligent(wait,i alr said this....well,i admire her brains)
-her sense of humor is present when needed be...what can i say,sometimes i crack jokes in their presence which are really lame,and i only realise how lame it was after it leaves my mouth,and there is almost an awkward moment for half-a-second,but Grace usually breaks this awkward moment by laughing out anyways,be it a chuckle,a giggle or a grin,she relieves that awkward moment.Which brings me to my next point
-she is sensitive to atmosphere,the mood at hand,the feelings of various ppl and the right moment for things,she can detect it well...a girl who is sensitive to feelings....i admire her....
-her ability to bring out any random topic and just talk about it and it seems so fascinating all of a sudden...maybe she herself doesnt realise it,but when she speaks,her addressed audience always listen well,she has that power of narration.
-her trustworthiness,she keeps my secrets well,so well kept,and at the same time its like i can actually talk to her,about her,and she actually understands me in ways that i may not even understand myself...she keeps secrets so well....(id name examples but then I wouldnt be keeping a secret....)
(i think i should stop here,my head kinda hurts and so does my heart...i leave her because i love her...and now its like i just want to tell her all these but i cant,because ive cut her away from my life,and i forced her to cut me out....i made her promise....why did i hurt her so much...argh...i leave her because i love her....i love her.....)
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sighs...im a guy who wont just say i love a girl if wasnt sure about it,but now i realise i couldnt really love all my ex crushes,because i never did share that bond with them i felt with Grace...i never talked much about what my ideal future spouse would be,but she wouldnt be the girl of my dreams....shed be better;she'd be my best friend(not to mistaken with my best friend will become my spouse...my spouse would be my best friend)...Grace was my best friend...my actual friend...even if hers was still Wileen,she was mine...unlike someone who only pretended to be...i fear for Grace because of Racheal...she did say she would be good to them,(because they are girls)....but well,i dont trust racheal anymore,im not going to bother...but what im concerned about is Grace and Wileen...sighs..am i getting paranoid?if i am,i should cut myself out of their lives...sighs...i hate racheal...i wish i never met her...she hurt me,and used my friends to do the same....i hate her
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