ER..............................

okay,today was a really significant day for reflection.After the ss remedial,no one was actually sure whether there was geog(there wasnt in the end).I went to hang with darryl for a while above the foyer.After that i just decided i wanted to go home first.And darryl wanted to accompany me to the bus stop by the fields towards woodgrove.I felt like walking really slowly though,(been enjoying my slow walks somehow or rather especially when im by myself).So he tried to slow march whilst pushing his bike for fun,and ended up kicking the pedal by accidentXD....eitherways,we had time to talk and stuff,bout ppl i trust,and ppl i dont,and forgiveness....We talked for about 52 minutes(after reaching the bus stop there was a couple there so didnt want to be a third party and continued walking toward woodgrove's bus stop,after reaching felt like there was more to talk so proceeded to la casa's bus stop,after reaching there was a malay couple there(students though)so continued walking to the bus stop between la casa and the vista point bus stop.and then took the bus from there)....XD...but out of the conversation i realised something,Wileen,Grace and Racheal were gifts of close friendship from God,but when i started developing feelings for Grace and actually started getting closer,i let myself displace God whereby i ended up prioritising Grace over God.That was my spiritual back-slide,and through that absence of God,all this happened...but well,no more,im getting my act together;im going to try to get back with them as friends.All three of them,and this time it will be for the right reasons.It was me who back-slid,not racheal;thats why it was me who ended up being the one out of the click......should-must-will get my act together....Can't rid my feelings from Grace yet of course,but will get back as a friend....if anything else happens,it will be for the right reasons;with God as my priority.....>>>
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I'll be waiting for you three,Racheal,i must seek your forgiveness especially,for what i did to you was a dirrect action,in fact,must still seek all three of your forgiveness,for causing all this through indirect actions still.I'm sorry.